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Cielle T. Merbien
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When people first meet me, they usually ask if I'm Scottish or British because I like to mess with people and use a Scottish accent. I have trained for a while now to speak with one and can on a whim but I'm just saying, I am American, born and partially raised, not Scottish, British, or Irish (another one of my mess around favourites). I do however sometimes use terminology or spelling. So just deal w/ it.

I SUPPORT THE HOLIDAY CARD PROJECT!!! Holiday Card Project Stamp by Heidi

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"It's my timey-wimey detector. It goes ding when there's stuff!" - The Doctor; Doctor Who
"High-functioning sociopath. With your number." - Sherlock Holmes; Sherlock
"Well, don't think too hard. Wouldn't want you to hurt yourself." - Merlin; Merlin
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Patterns by heaven-is-lonely
Patterns
I've really been working with patterns over these last three days, since I'm working with zentangle in my art class. So I found some easy patterns online and then added my own little twist to them. 'The Cavern' is my favourite.
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Fish 'N' Chips by heaven-is-lonely
Fish 'N' Chips
Another little comic thing that I thought would be fun to do alongside The Adventures of Snat the Snail and Kitty Pirate. It's called Fish 'N' Chips! and it's about the adventures that two characters from tAoStSaKP, Jaquice the Fish and Pablo Potato. :P I'm funny.
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  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Shut Up And Dance - Walk The Moon
  • Reading: The Chaos by Rachel Ward
  • Eating: wishing I had some chocolate right now.
[x] You get bad grades. (I'm really trying to fix this though, like working my bum off to get better grades.)
[x] You have had a pet die. (Several fish have departed from this world while in my care.)
[x] You cry yourself to sleep at night. (I am going to be honest about this, yes, almost every night.)
[ ] Your parents are divorced. (separated)
[ ] One or both of your parents are dead.
[x] People think you should be happier.
[ ] You don't have that many friends. (I can't say that I don't because I've been told by some friends that I have the perfect amount of friends, even when I thought I didn't.)
[ ] You have never been out of the country.
[ ] You have never been out of the state.
[ ] You are allergic to a food.
[ ] You are allergic to fur.
[x] You worry too much. (I've been told I worry WAY more than I should about EVERYTHING.)
Total so far: 5
[x] You always feel sad. (I've been told it's because of my VTS and me needing the close connection with people, specifically guys, in order to fill the void that it causes.)
[x] You think you're bad at what you do.
[x] You are afraid of the dark. (If I'm in the dark and I'm not sleeping or I don't have someone close to me that I can trust, I get seriously afraid because sometimes, I think I can see these pale, eyeless faces staring at me and watching every single move I make and that scares the heck out of me.)
[/] You are afraid of heights. (I'm afraid of falling and ending up hurt or squishied, the possibility of which is heightened [PUNS] by being up in high places.)
[x] You don't have a pet. (I'm going to own like 4 cats and a dog later on to fix that.)
[x] You have had a dream where somebody died.
[ ] You have never had a boyfriend/girlfriend. (However, this isn't something that is considered sad in my book. So what if you don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend, you're life is NOT going to end.)
[ ] You have less than 3 friends irl.
[x] You don't get an allowance.
[/] You don't get food everyday. (I sometimes choose not to feed myself because I'm one of those people that only eats when they get hungry.)
[ ] You are shy around new people. (NOT ANYMORE!!!!!!)
[/] You get bullied. (People are bijohns and bijards to me, but there are days when they aren't.)
Total so far: 12.5
[/] You don't have your own room. (Sort of, because I kind of share the closet but not the whole room.)
[/] You don't have a cell phone. (I have a device with the capability to make calls, just not a card to actually do that with.)
[ ] You wish you didn't have a sibling.
[x] You wish you had another sibling. (NATHAN.......Some of you will understand that...)
[ ] You are an only child.
[x] Sad music makes you cry. (I'm a softy at heart and that's totally OK.)
[/] Sad movies make you cry. (Very rarely do sad movies make me cry, only when I can directly understand what the character is feeling.)
[x] You have been to the hospital for yourself. (Not for bad things, but I broke AND twisted my right thumb bone simultaneously because I was a dumb 7 year old.)
[ ] Somebody in your family smokes.
[ ] Somebody in your family is an alcoholic.
[x] You have been in a car accident. (Not like, a bad one or anything but yeah.)
[x] Somebody in your family has been in a car accident. (We were in the car together.)
Total so far: 19
[ ] You have many chores.
[ ] You have had a bad sickness.
[x] You have been in a bad storm. (gamer-dragon knows what I'm talking about. XD [I still have to replace my shed....])
[x] People think you're crazy.
[x] You have never been to a concert.
[x] You don't have cable. (Not anymore, and it's great.)
[ ] You don't have a facebook.
[/] You fear your death. (Only of what causes it.)
[x] You don't believe in easter bunny/santa/tooth fairy. (MY DAD RUINED THIS FOR ME.)
[ ] You have been rejected by your crush.
[/] You sit alone at large groups of people. (I feel like I'm sitting alone.)
[x] You look at the ground when you walk. (And I get scolded for it.)
Total so far: 26
[ ] You have written a sad song.
[ ] You have a small house
[ ] You never met your dad/mom.
[x] You don't have a good relationship with one or more of your family members. (We clash a lot.)
[/] You can't sing. (I don't think I can, but people say I can, so I'm just confused about it.)
[/] Your parents are unemployed. (My mum is a stay-at-home.)
[ ] One or both of your grandparents are dead on your dad's side.
[x] One or both of your grandparents are dead on your moms side.
[x] You don't get parties on your birthday. (Haven't had one since I turned 8.)
[x] People have judged you by how you look. (ALL. THE FRICKING. TIME.)
[x] You have never been to Disney Land. (Not really sad in my opinion.)
[ ] You have never seen a play.
Total so far: 32
Now take that total and multiply it by 2

total: 64% Well, I just did this for hoots and giggles so, meh.
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Shut Up And Dance - Walk The Moon
  • Reading: The Chaos by Rachel Ward
  • Eating: wishing I had some chocolate right now.
So, I got through the first twenty-two Pokemon drawings today.... Yeah, it's a lot for one day. But it was an extremely emotionally stressful day for me and rather than turning to destructive habits like I wanted to, I punched out twenty-two Pokemon drawings. I have school tomorrow and I get to see Magnus and Goose again after not seeing them at all for almost 2 weeks, so maybe I will be more emotionally well tomorrow. I highly doubt it though....We'll see.

My scanner is being really weird right now so I don't think I'll have the line arts up for a bit (no colouring and I don't know when I'll have them done). Sorry.

- Teddy
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Shut Up And Dance - Walk The Moon
  • Reading: The Chaos by Rachel Ward
  • Eating: wishing I had some chocolate right now.
[x] You get bad grades. (I'm really trying to fix this though, like working my bum off to get better grades.)
[x] You have had a pet die. (Several fish have departed from this world while in my care.)
[x] You cry yourself to sleep at night. (I am going to be honest about this, yes, almost every night.)
[ ] Your parents are divorced. (separated)
[ ] One or both of your parents are dead.
[x] People think you should be happier.
[ ] You don't have that many friends. (I can't say that I don't because I've been told by some friends that I have the perfect amount of friends, even when I thought I didn't.)
[ ] You have never been out of the country.
[ ] You have never been out of the state.
[ ] You are allergic to a food.
[ ] You are allergic to fur.
[x] You worry too much. (I've been told I worry WAY more than I should about EVERYTHING.)
Total so far: 5
[x] You always feel sad. (I've been told it's because of my VTS and me needing the close connection with people, specifically guys, in order to fill the void that it causes.)
[x] You think you're bad at what you do.
[x] You are afraid of the dark. (If I'm in the dark and I'm not sleeping or I don't have someone close to me that I can trust, I get seriously afraid because sometimes, I think I can see these pale, eyeless faces staring at me and watching every single move I make and that scares the heck out of me.)
[/] You are afraid of heights. (I'm afraid of falling and ending up hurt or squishied, the possibility of which is heightened [PUNS] by being up in high places.)
[x] You don't have a pet. (I'm going to own like 4 cats and a dog later on to fix that.)
[x] You have had a dream where somebody died.
[ ] You have never had a boyfriend/girlfriend. (However, this isn't something that is considered sad in my book. So what if you don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend, you're life is NOT going to end.)
[ ] You have less than 3 friends irl.
[x] You don't get an allowance.
[/] You don't get food everyday. (I sometimes choose not to feed myself because I'm one of those people that only eats when they get hungry.)
[ ] You are shy around new people. (NOT ANYMORE!!!!!!)
[/] You get bullied. (People are bijohns and bijards to me, but there are days when they aren't.)
Total so far: 12.5
[/] You don't have your own room. (Sort of, because I kind of share the closet but not the whole room.)
[/] You don't have a cell phone. (I have a device with the capability to make calls, just not a card to actually do that with.)
[ ] You wish you didn't have a sibling.
[x] You wish you had another sibling. (NATHAN.......Some of you will understand that...)
[ ] You are an only child.
[x] Sad music makes you cry. (I'm a softy at heart and that's totally OK.)
[/] Sad movies make you cry. (Very rarely do sad movies make me cry, only when I can directly understand what the character is feeling.)
[x] You have been to the hospital for yourself. (Not for bad things, but I broke AND twisted my right thumb bone simultaneously because I was a dumb 7 year old.)
[ ] Somebody in your family smokes.
[ ] Somebody in your family is an alcoholic.
[x] You have been in a car accident. (Not like, a bad one or anything but yeah.)
[x] Somebody in your family has been in a car accident. (We were in the car together.)
Total so far: 19
[ ] You have many chores.
[ ] You have had a bad sickness.
[x] You have been in a bad storm. (gamer-dragon knows what I'm talking about. XD [I still have to replace my shed....])
[x] People think you're crazy.
[x] You have never been to a concert.
[x] You don't have cable. (Not anymore, and it's great.)
[ ] You don't have a facebook.
[/] You fear your death. (Only of what causes it.)
[x] You don't believe in easter bunny/santa/tooth fairy. (MY DAD RUINED THIS FOR ME.)
[ ] You have been rejected by your crush.
[/] You sit alone at large groups of people. (I feel like I'm sitting alone.)
[x] You look at the ground when you walk. (And I get scolded for it.)
Total so far: 26
[ ] You have written a sad song.
[ ] You have a small house
[ ] You never met your dad/mom.
[x] You don't have a good relationship with one or more of your family members. (We clash a lot.)
[/] You can't sing. (I don't think I can, but people say I can, so I'm just confused about it.)
[/] Your parents are unemployed. (My mum is a stay-at-home.)
[ ] One or both of your grandparents are dead on your dad's side.
[x] One or both of your grandparents are dead on your moms side.
[x] You don't get parties on your birthday. (Haven't had one since I turned 8.)
[x] People have judged you by how you look. (ALL. THE FRICKING. TIME.)
[x] You have never been to Disney Land. (Not really sad in my opinion.)
[ ] You have never seen a play.
Total so far: 32
Now take that total and multiply it by 2

total: 64% Well, I just did this for hoots and giggles so, meh.

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Sherlock Signatures by heaven-is-lonely
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Choices by heaven-is-lonely
DW Quote#2 by heaven-is-lonely
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For Every Time by heaven-is-lonely
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thank you sooo much for adding me!! *-* it really means a lot :heart::heart:
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Joe-Roberts Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
 Thanks for faving :)
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thank you for all the favs!
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AussieDidge Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Just stopping by and saying thank you for the favourite on my recent poetry, it means a lot. :) (Smile)

Take care!
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JabberBabyWocky645 Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the :+fav:! :)
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Everlacie Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you for all of the favorites! :)
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Thank you so much for the watch! :iconletmehugyouplz:
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holster262 Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2014  Student
Thanks for the fave :D
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Thanks for the watch <3~
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caycowa Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2014
Thanks for watching my gallery. Cheers! :ahoy:
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:iconfavthankyouplz:
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Eyolf-of-The-Fighter Featured By Owner May 6, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Can you please look at my newest journal.
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heaven-is-lonely Featured By Owner May 6, 2014  Student General Artist
Of course.
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Mad42Sam Featured By Owner May 2, 2014
Thank you for the fav :)
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Guarded-Stallion Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Student General Artist
DAT WEBCAM <3<3
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heaven-is-lonely Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Student General Artist
I know right? ;)
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Guarded-Stallion Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Student General Artist
Damn, I love it :D Did you just find it randomly off the internet?
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heaven-is-lonely Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Student General Artist
Yeah. XD
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AisuFire Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
This Is for u =D (Smile) Read till the end it's adorable! I sent an angel to watch over you last night, but it came back and I asked,"why?"...​The angel said,"angels don't watch over angels!" Twenty angels are in your world. Ten of them are sleeping, nine of them are playing and one is reading this message. God has seen you struggling with some things and god says its over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in god send this to 14 friends including me, if I don't get it back I guess I'm not one of them. As soon as you get 5 replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you... Not joking. Pass this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested and god is going to fix two big things tonight in your favor. If you believe in god drop everything and pass it on TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE. DON'T BREAK THIS. SEND THIS TO 14 FRIENDS IN 10 MINUTES IT'S NOT THAT HARD. WHOEVER SENT THIS TO YOU MUST CARE I know u don't care about god but still o3o I doo :P (Lick) ^-^ 
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heaven-is-lonely Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Student General Artist
:) Anything for my watchers.
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AisuFire Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
^-^
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Asuro23 Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
 I sent an angel to watch over you last night, but it came back and I asked,"why?"...​The angel said,"angels don't watch over angels!" Twenty angels are in your world. Ten of them are sleeping, nine of them are playing and one is reading this message. God has seen you struggling with some things and god says its over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in god send this to 14 friends including me, if I don't get it back I guess I'm not one of them. As soon as you get 5 replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you... Not joking. Pass this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested and god is going to fix two big things tonight in your favor. If you believe in god drop everything and pass it on TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE. DON'T BREAK THIS. SEND THIS TO 14 FRIENDS IN 10 MINUTES IT'S NOT THAT HARD. WHOEVER SENT THIS TO YOU MUST CARE

=) *hugs*
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